Waking up is a chore sometimes, honestly
How easy it'd be for me to fall asleep
Ignore all the phone calls, ignore all the texts
Just ignore the whole world and not get outta bed
That's my depression talking, sorry, he's invasive as shit
He's like a little tiny voice that you cannot get rid of
No matter how hard I try, he seems to hit back stronger
But at the same time I make the fight last longer
I can do this all day, man, shouts to the Cap
Put your hands up and put the ounce in the bag
If you know what's good for you
You'd diet, and exercise, and get good sleep
And put the ounce in the fucking bag
Ight, thanks bro, here's the cash, hit you up next time man
That's my healthcare system, it's helping me be
Cause being me feels like there's not a moment of peace

Haven't had a second to myself in a long time
Trying to figure out how to be at peace in a salt mine
When it's all said and done you can't tell me I've not tried
I'm on a hard drive, sitting in a wrong file
Never to be found
Never to be found

I'm falling into you
Your gravity it pulls me in
I don't know what to do
You took my life and you trade it for gold
Now I'll never grow old

I just want time
Just give me time
I'll look into the sky
I will find who I am
And it'll be the last time I

Cut it close when I'm close to the edge, like
All it takes is a rope and a ledge, I'm
Losing hope I won't choke on my best lines
Y'all go to sleep on me like it's bed time
I hope you're fuckin' tucked in cause this is some shit
Cuts quick to your core, dunnit
Aaron Eckhart penetrating me
Hilary Swank gets away with it
This amazing gift
Jason Bateman with a crazy scissor kick
What the fuck is wrong with me, I feel dangerously sick
It's like the faucet is on and the words they keep spillin'
It's like I'm talking to god but the earth it keeps chillin'
Jake Gyllenhaal with the flow, I'm crawling up in the night
I'm holding this beat prisoner, darkness is what I fight
Must be going well cause I'm ear to ear smiling
Not even gonna finish this bar, I'm wilding

Haven't had a second to myself in a long time
Trying to figure out how to be at peace in a salt mine
When it's all said and done you can't tell me I've not tried
I'm on a hard drive, sitting in a wrong file
Never to be found
Never to be found

I'm falling into you
Your gravity it pulls me in
I don't know what to do
You took my life and you trade it for gold
Now I'll never grow old